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[Nov. 9th, 2004|07:47 pm] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
i made a new journal, its called i_can_say_no
Umm.. yea add my new one i guess |
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[Nov. 9th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
(x) been drunk
(x) been high
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) been to Japan
( ) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from my job
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) had sex
(x) given or recieved oral sex
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
( ) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) been married
( ) gotten divorced
( ) had children
( ) seen someone die
( ) been to Africa
(x) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
( ) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
( ) Been to Canada
( ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a concert
( ) had real feelings for someone you knew only online
( ) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself
(x) been in an abusive relationship
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) lost a child
( ) gone to college
( ) graduated college
( ) done hard drugs
(x) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) been out of state
(x) told your parents you hated them
( ) faked being drunk
( ) dropped out of school
( ) crowd surfed
(x) met someone famous
(x) told a member of the same sex you had a crush on them
(x) lied to get out of trouble
(x) lied about your age
(x) thrown up from drinking |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|08:46 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  relaxed | ] |
.:*I love Derrick Heckman*:. |
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[Nov. 8th, 2004|06:02 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  giddy | ] |
Ok so Today absolutely nothing exciting happened. I went to school, and it was boring as shit, cuz Mr. Sapp & Mrs. Gonzolez were out, Im not complainin but it was so boring. Oh... Travis's class had Mr. Kelso firt period cuz Sapp wasnt there!! HA!! I hate my elective now. Its cheerleading and all we do is sit in the library and look at year books...
Umm... I had fun last night!!! I got to be with Derrick!!! We were out on the play ground for a while then we got in trouble so we went and sat in front of the school. Heather came to church with me!!! She thought everything was so wierd. Oh Derrick took my cigarettes!! but he gave me 2... And they have to last me the rest of my life!!! Im going to die!!!
Well i honestly dont have anything else to say, so im going to stop writing now!!!!
I like you ALOT Derrick Heckman!!!! |
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| I forgot Cassidy |
[Nov. 8th, 2004|05:31 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  im shocked that i forgot you!! | ] |
Cassidy Marie,
I am so so sorry i forgot you. You are a great gurl, and i really would like to get to know you. Im not sure whta kinda stuff you are into or anything, but I wanna get to know you ( i realize i just said that) But Ill talk to you on Wednesday.
Okie Dokie?
Love you lots,
Kayla |
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| This is a note to us from God |
[Nov. 7th, 2004|04:46 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| | hopeful | ] |
Ok just to let everyone know im not trying to be all holy holy, but I dont know.
Dear Children,
I am the Lord you God, always by your side, never leaving you. I dont understand why you people forsake me and scream at me when things dont go your way.When someone hurts you , you yell and curse at me. My tears fall from heaven to heal you wounds. I try to hold you in my arms, but you push me away. Turning farther off course, to places that satify your moments desire. I pray for you to come to me, I will help you through and around all the henderances in your way. Baby, I love you. All I want is for you to understand that by following me you can be with me forever. Im more than some big meany in the sky, Im your Daddy. Baby,I love you and want whats best for you. Please think about coming back to me. I love you and I'm always hear for you.
Love,
The Lord your God |
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[Nov. 7th, 2004|04:35 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| | I think Im feelin honest | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | White Stripes- Seven Nation Army | ] |
Ok so today I'm feelin pretty happy! And I want to tell every one exactly how i feel about you.
Gabriel~ You are a great guy, and it sucks that we can't at least be friends. But its kool, cuz if thats what you want then ok I'll have to live with it.
Chris~ I'm not gunna got here, but i do love you ass a friend and if anything happened to you i would be upset.
All the rest of the guys that hang out with Gabe and Chris~ You guys are kool
Gavin~ I love you my love. You are one of my frikin best friends.
Katie Marie~ I love you too. And Im glad that you are happy. Do what ever you want, dont let me stop you from doing what you want. I just love and want whats best for you ( i sound like a mommy)
Derrick~ You are grand!!! I like you!!!
Ricki~ Are we still friends?
Travis~ Im glad I got you back as a friend, that was a big loss.But if you ever say shit about me again... Then have the balls to say it to me face (laughs)
Brodie~ I never realized how much I liked you, you are great to talk to and im gunna start coming to you more often.
Anya~ pretty much the same as what i put for Brodie...
Ok if i forgot anyone then tell me and ill put how i feel about you too....
~Kayla |
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| a poem thing i wrote today |
[Nov. 5th, 2004|04:16 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| | optimistic | ] |
COME
Remember the flame...
Why'd your flame burn out?
Have the ashes fit them self back togther?
Rememebr the promises you made?
On the altar your life you gave
Where have you gone my child?
Where is the love you once had?
My love s the same
Im forever here
To love you
To hold you
To talk to you
To be yours
Come back to me
I hear you cries
The world cant give you any comfort
Your arms are full
But mine are always open
Ready to recieve you
Come my child
Come.
Forever my love
Forever my heart
I've given my life its your
My promises are the same
Your life is what has changed
Come back my child
COME
Ok so thats a poem i wrote earlier, its what God iz saying to me and alot of the people i know. Well im gunna go now
Me and Derrick are going out!!! |
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[Nov. 5th, 2004|08:18 am] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | Everything - Mary J Blige | ] |
Its way too fucking early! We dont have school, and i ended up waking up at like 8 anyway! well i dont know what to write about, i cant think, its too early, and the sad thing iz im kinda hyper but i want to sleep...
My weekend is gunna be so action packed!!! haha... i have the game tonght then me and gavin are getting together, then on saturday im going to aunt julies party thing, then sunday im waking up going to church, coming home then going back to church,and heather ( the gurl next door) might be coming to night church!!!
Well im done writing for now |
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[Nov. 4th, 2004|04:44 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  hyper | ] |
Name: Kayla Pierson
Single or taken: Single.
Sex: Female
Birthday: January 5th, 1989.
Sign: Capricorn.
Siblings: 5 sisters
Hair colour: Brown.
Eye colour: Brown
Height: 5'3 1/2
? ?~ ? R E L A T I O N S H I P S ? ?~ ?
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Striaght
Who are your best friends?: Gavin, Katie, Sterling, Ricki, and trey
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope.
How many exes do you have?: lots
What is your longest relationship?: Somewhere round a year
What was your shortest relationship?: 3 hours
? ?~ ? F A S H I O N | S T U F F ? ?~ ?
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Good Will
Any tattoos or piercings: my ears
Favorite designer?: i dunno
What is your sexiest outfit?: dont have one
What is your most comfortable outfit?: cheerleading shorts and tank top
What do you usually wear?: Jeans, and a cute shirt
? ?~ ? S P E C I F I C S ? ?~ ?
Do you do drugs?: sometimes
What kind of shampoo do you use?: VO5
What are you most scared of?: the dark
What are you listening to right now: Nothing
Who is the last person that called you?: Derrick
Where do you want to get married?: Somewhere pretty?
How many buddies are online right now?: 5 or so
What would you change about yourself?: Everything
? ?~ ? F A V O R I T E S ? ?~ ?
Colors: Pink and Black
Foods: Candy
Girl name: Lynzi
Boy name: Landen
Subjects in school: Bible or Drama
Animals: Kanagroo
? ?~ ? H A V E | Y O U | E V E R ? ?~ ?
Given anyone a bath?: No.
Smoked?: Yea
Bungee jumped?: No
Made yourself throw up?: Yea
Skinny dipped?: yea.
Ever been in love?: Yes
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yea
Cried when someone died?: Yep
Lied: Yea
Fallen for your best friend?: No
Been rejected?: Yep
Used someone?: kinda i guess
Done something you regret?: Oh yea
? ?~ ? C U R R E N T ? ?~ ?
Clothes: School uniform
Music: none
annoyance: Gabriel
Smell: Uhh... nothing
Desktop picture: me and gabe :(
CD in player: black music
DVD in player: Joe dirt
??~ ? L A S T | P E R S O N ? ?~ ?
You touched: trey
Hugged: trey
You yelled at: Mom
You kissed: Derrick
? ?~ ? A R E | Y O U ? ?~ ?
Understanding: sometimes
Open-minded: i can be
Arrogant: i dunno
Insecure: Yes.
Random: Yes.
Hungry: Yes.
Smart: No.
Moody: Yes.
Hard working: depends on what im working on
Organized: sometimes
Healthy: No.
Shy: No.
Difficult: Yep
Attractive: I dont know
Bored easily:. Yes.
Angry: No
Sad: Yes.
Happy: No.
Hyper: No.
Trusting: No.
? ?~ ? W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N N A ? ?~ ?
Kiss: Derrick
Slap: Chris
Talk to offline: Derrick
Talk to online: Gabriel
??~ ? R A N D O M ? ?~ ?
In the morning I: brush my teeth
All you need is: nothing
Love is: pointless
I dream about: stuff
Sexual preference: Straight.
What do you notice first in the sex you're into: ...
? ?~ ? W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R ? ?~ ?
Coke or Pepsi: Diet Pepsi.
Flowers or candy: Flowers
Tall or short: medium
? ?~ ? W H O ? ?~ ?
Makes you laugh the most: Gavin
Makes you smile: My friendz
? ?~ ? D O | Y O U | E V E R ? ?~ ?
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Yep
Save conversations: I used to
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: NO
Wish you were younger: Nope
Cried because someone said something to you?: Yea
? ?~ ? N U M B E R ? ?~ ?
Of times I have had my heart broken: oh God, alot
Of hearts I have broken: i dont know
Of CD's I own: not many
Of scars on my body: a bunch
Of things that I regret: Alot of stuff
? ?~ ? Y O U R | T H O U G H T S ? ?~ ?
I know: I will find "the one"
I think: i need to lose 5 pounds
I want: To get over Gabriel
I have: no life
I wish: Chris was dead
I hate: Chris
I hear: the TV
I search: hmm...
I wonder: when ill be happy
I love: ... |
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| Ouch! |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|07:40 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| | shitty | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | none | ] |
Well i fucking suck.... wait to go a- hole you've seceeded in turning yourself into a frikin jack in the box!
God i hate myself sometimes... i love gabriel so much! and he said he didnt want to have anything to do with me for a long long time, he said to leave im the fuck alone. I guess i understand how he feels al the time, when i get o play my little games with any guy that comes along and tell him to go away, and brush him off like dirt on my shoulders. Im not going to whine about this though cuz i deserve it cuz i am a bitch to him sometimes... all the time. Oh well i can deal with it.... gosh darnit!
I need to go back to God, i kinda ran away cuz i know he would disagree with the stuff i like to do such as party do drugs and stuff like that. But i think i might need him, but if i do decided to go back i dont want to leave again, cuz that would hurt my feelings if i was God and my little baby gurl kept coming to me then leaving and not talking to me and doing everything ive told her not to ya know. Oh well... im gunna go now. .....
-Kayla |
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| I hate Christopher Perez |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|05:10 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  im in the mood to kill chris | ] |
There is nothing i would rather do than stab him and watch him suffer!!! for hours!!!! I wish he was an ant and i was a kid with a magnifying glass, so i could burn his sorry *beep* to death!!! Oh my Gosh!!! I hate him so much i want to hire the *beeping* mofia to kill his *mother beeping beep* It makes me so mad just to see him. Then he says stuff to people like i will just *beep* them up if they talk to me, cuz i *beeped* him and Gabriel up. Ill admit i was a complete *beep* to Gabriel. And im sorry for that! but he has no right to call me a *beeping* slut! Im not, I messed up im sorry just shoot me! He doesnt understand, i do hate him but i still care about him at the same time, if he died not by my hand i would be sad/happy/ relieved that im not gunna get in troublr for killing the mother *beeper*! wow! it feels so good to talk about how much i hate him, but talking about stuff doesnt always work, sometimes you have to follow through with stuff you say to realieve yourself of the agony. So that means i should kill the dumb *beep*... Well i think im gunna go now, even though i could talk about how much i lothe his sorry *beep* for hours.....
(Sterling iz sitting here, and she doesnt want me to cus in her presence ... thats why i said beep)
DIE MOTHER *BEEPER*!!!!!!!!! |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2004|04:53 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  lost | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | Coheed and Cambreba | ] |
okie dokie im at ster'z hizzy fo shizzy!!! im staying the night here!!!
Guyz suck, i dont know how i feel about ricki, i cant tell if i have a crush on him or if my hormones have a crush on him!!!
and gabriel, i know still love him, but i dont want to, i dont want to be attached to anyone. And i suck, cuz il think ive found someone else, but i wont cuz i still like gabriel. I am so lost!!! oo i wrote a poem about gabriel the other day, it was good!!! i like it. ummm... im gunna go cuz i really dont know what to say |
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[Oct. 26th, 2004|07:38 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  good... or so you think | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | Go DJ - Lil Wayne | ] |
Ok so not much happens in life. I just wake up go to school, then come home,and go to bed, and that'll repeat until the day i die!!!
But umm.. This week iz spirit week at school. Monday was Cowboy Day , Today was Hip~Hop Day, Tomorrow is Nerd Day, Thursday is Twin Day(me and Kyle are gunna be twins), friday iz Spirit Day!!! The pep rally iz going to be sweet! We are making these shorts and we are gunna give the freshmen class hell!!! its gunna be great!!!
Umm... i told gabe i didnt want to talk to him anymore on Sunday, and it hurts alot more than expected. When im around people, i act as if everything iz fine, but it's not. I do love gabe but i wont show it. Well i dont know if i love him "love him" but i do miss him. i dont know if i miss us or him. or having someone to run to when i needed to talk, or someone to call in the middle of the night, someone to love me and tell me im beautiful even though im not and we both know it he's just saying that. I miss him so much! but im gunna be strong like always and act happy and like nothing is wrong. God if katie reads this she'll prolly be agravated at me cuz i have to get over him and i know i do. Not only for my good, but his too. why am i just rambling on like an emo loser.
Ok... Something happier, me and katie powell, have been allowed to get together lately, and thats exciting. We laugh so much when we are together these days. She iz great. Every one says that w've changed, but i dont think we have at all. We are the same immature losers we were before. Well we arent al ways immmature but still, Well uhh...
Im going to Evangel's homecoming, i think i might make a new livejournal, so when ever i do ill post it on here...
I FUCKING SUCK
~KAYLA |
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| im sucha loser, i waste my time doing these surveys!!! |
[Oct. 12th, 2004|12:19 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| |  sick | ] |
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Niggarz
02 | The dark
03 | Niggars with ninez
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | God (when im not mad at him)
02 | Gabriel
03 | My friends
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Niggarz
02 | Mexicanz
03 | Ants
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Religon
02 | Everything
03 |
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01| Stapler
02| Mouse
03| Ribbon
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | Watching TV
02 | Sitting.
03 | Thinking about whether or not i should clean my room
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Go to Australia
02 | Gabriel
03 | Umm...
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Fake
02 | Shitty
03 | ......
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | Ashton Kutcher
02 | love myself
03 | be as good as my sister
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[ x ] Wallet – I aint got one
[ x ] Hairbrush - Pink
[ x ] Toothbrush - Blue
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily – The ring gabriel gave me
[ x ] Pillow cover – colorful flowers
[ x ] Blanket – same as my pillows, they match!!!
[ x ] Coffee cup – They have apples on them
[ x ] Sunglasses – Orange ones with blue lens
[ x ] Underwear – umm.. all different kinds
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume – Tommy Gurl...
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - ACDC Back in Black
[ x ] Tattoos - I aint got one yet
[ x ] Piercings - my ears, but i want the right side of my lip
[ x ] In my mouth - __________
[ x ] In my head - Uhh...
[ x ] Wishing - No comment
[ x ] After this - Clean my room
[ x ] Fetishes - Umm... guys with big trucks and accents!
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what - My step mom, cuz i hate her
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Gabriel
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies – Dickie Roberts & Joe Dirt & Pocohantas
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to – Getting married to gabe and having the perfect life
[ x ] The last thing you ate - Beefaroni
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of – Being rejected
[ x ] Do you like candles - Yes
[ x ] Do you like incense - Yes
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - No, it tastes like pennies
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Yes im in love
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - i dont know
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - Nope
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - Yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Yea, but i am sorta confused about the whole religon thing right now
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - I dont know, my family can do whatever they want with me
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - A monkey they are so cute
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up -Too long
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Kinda if i concentrate
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - ......
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - Peeps, and candy corn
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand – Me
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - God
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - Confusious
[ x ] What do you think of this survey - I dont know it dont really bother me
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: me :(
x. Saw you cry: Gavin
x. Made you cry: ME cuz im stupid
x. You shared a drink with: My sissy
x. You went to the movies with: Gabriel,Gavy,Kaila,Sammy,Christopher,and little guy
x. You went to the mall with: Shit i dont remember the last time i was at the mall
x. Yelled at you: My mommy
x. Sent you an email: My aunt
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: Yep.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Yea
x. Been to California: Yes
x. Been to Hawaii: No
x. Been to Mexico: NO not yet i want to bomb mexico though ( Damn PINTOS!!! haha gav)
x. Been to China: No.
x. Been to Canada: No
x. Danced naked: What if i have?
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Yea
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: NOt really
x. Had an imaginary friend: No
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Yes
x. What book are you reading now: A child called it
x. Worst feeling in the world: Rejection not by guys but by people,or feeling worthless
x. Future son's name: Kurt
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes 2 teddy bears from gabriel!!!
x. What's under your bed: Games, and a sleeping bag i think
x. Favorite sport to watch: Cheerleading
x. Siblings: 5 sisters
x. Location: Plant City, Fl
x. College plans: I want to go to George Fox University, in Newburg,Oregon
x. Piercings/tattoos: I have pierced just about everything, but ive taken them all out, except my ears, im gunna get my lip done in 3 years and 3 months from now
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: Ive smoked weed does that count?
x. Do you drink: when i get the chance, i love getting drunk though
x. Who is your best friend: Katie
x. What are you most scared of: Negros w/ nines
x. What clothes do you sleep in: It depends
x. Where do you want to get married: I dont know
x. Who do you really hate: John Kerry
x. Been in Love: YES!
x. Do you drive: yea with my parents
x. Do you have a job: Not yet i can get one in 3 months though
x. Do you like being around people: Sometimes not regularly alone is better
x. Are you for world peace: I dont really care
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Not really, i mean only like movie stars
x. Have you ever cried over someone of the opposite sex: Yea
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Hot christian rocker with kinda long hair, or a hot christian redneck with a nice truck and an accent
x. Want someone you don't have right now: Maybe
x. Are you lonely right now: No
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: None
x. Do you want to get married: Yes eventually
x. Do you want kids: Yes
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: My room.
x. Type(s) of music: Country, Rock, and a little rap
x. Band(s): I dunno
x. Color: Black , Pink ,and Red... (yes i know they are "Good Charlette" colors)
x. Perfume: Shi, Tommy Hilgifer-True Star, Or Pink (i love Pink)
x. Month: October.
x. Stone: uhh
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: Yep
x. Bought something: NoTHREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Losing my hands.
02 | Losing someone I care about.
03 | Ghosts. God, fuck them.
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | Music.
02 | Kayla.
03 | All my friends.
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Hypocrites.
02 | People that ruin the word "love."
03 | People in general.
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Girls.
02 | Life.
03 | Anything.
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01| My CDs.
02| A cup of milk.
03| Guitar tuner.
THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | These stupid questions.
02 | Sitting.
03 | Listening to Modest Mouse.
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | Make somthing of myself.
02 | Yeah that is it.
03 |
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Intelligent.
02 | Capable of feeling emotions.
03 | Different.
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | _______
02 | Be hot.
03 | Be good enough.
DESCRIBE YOUR:
[ x ] Wallet – Uh.. I don't have one. So.. invisible.
[ x ] Hairbrush - Brown?
[ x ] Toothbrush - Electric and it spins and stuff. It's pretty cool.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily – Whatever Necklace Kayla has given me at the time because she tends to take them away and give me others. A bracelette she gave me too, with a butterfly on it.
[ x ] Pillow cover – Spiraly.
[ x ] Blanket – Same thing as my pillows.
[ x ] Coffee cup – I don't have one just designated for coffee.
[ x ] Sunglasses – My aviators that I love so much.
[ x ] Underwear – Plaid.
[ x ] Cologne/Perfume – Tommy.
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Modest Mouse - The Moon and Antarctica.
[ x ] Tattoos - None.
[ x ] Piercings - None.
[ x ] In my mouth - I don't get it.
[ x ] In my head - A brain.
[ x ] Wishing - I had Kayla. Or I could die. Either one really.
[ x ] After this - Go to church.
[ x ] Fetishes - Haha. High heels are so hot, and straight from anal to oral is tha shit too. Hahakjf
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who and for what - Myself, for being annoying.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - Kayla!
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies – Fight Club.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to – Seeing Kayla in a minute.
[ x ] The last thing you ate - Pancakes.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of – Losing the people I love.
[ x ] Do you like candles - They are OK.
[ x ] Do you like incense - No.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - No, it's too warm.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Yeah...
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - No.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - No, lust at first sight.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - Eh... it's more complicated than that.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - Don't get me started.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - Cremated probably. I want to be destroyed completely.
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - One of those tigers crossbread with a house cat. Those are sweet.
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - A long time.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - Yeah I rule.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - An infinte money coin.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candies - Cadbury Eggs. I could live off of them.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand – Love.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - Anything.
[ x ] Who is someone that you really wish was still around - Rick James.
[ x ] What do you think of this survey - It's a good time killer.
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: Haha yeah me.
x. Saw you cry: Katie, although it wasn't a real cry, it was just eye watering when Kayla told me everything.
x. Made you cry: Hah, more like.. only person that has made me cry. Kayla..
x. You shared a drink with: Like a drink drink? Katie then.
x. You went to the movies with: Kayla, Gavin, Kaila, Sammy, Chris, and Tony.
x. You went to the mall with: Katie I think.
x. Yelled at you: Katie just yelled at me 3 seconds ago.
x. Sent you an email: Kayla.
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: Yes of course.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Haha oh yeah for sure.
x. Been to California: No.
x. Been to Hawaii: No.
x. Been to Mexico: No.
x. Been to China: No.
x. Been to Canada: Yes.
x. Danced naked: No...
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: Nope.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Uh.. nah.
x. Had an imaginary friend: Yes, I still do.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Kayla.
x. What book are you reading now: Nothing.
x. Worst feeling in the world: Have I ever experienced the worst pain in the world? Uh.. Yeah, the worst pain in my world.
x. Future son's name: Kurt I think.
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: No.
x. What's under your bed: Underwear and stuff.
x. Favorite sport to watch: Skateboarding.
x. Siblings: A brother.
x. Location: Lakeland, FL.
x. College plans: I'm not going.
x. Piercings/tattoos: Nope.
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: Not yet.
x. Do you drink: Sure, when I can.
x. Who is your best friend: Katie, but she is mad at me.
x. What are you most scared of: Haha jesus stop asking this.
x. What clothes do you sleep in: Boxers.
x. Where do you want to get married: Wherever Kayla does.
x. Who do you really hate: George Bush.
x. Been in Love: YES!
x. Do you drive: With my mommy.
x. Do you have a job: No.
x. Do you like being around people: Not really. Only a select few.
x. Are you for world peace: Sure.
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Uh, yeah, almost every person.
x. Have you ever cried over someone of the opposite sex: Yep. I am a faggot probably.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Not slutty.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: Kayla. *tear*
x. Are you lonely right now: Kind of.
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: Radiohead - Karma Police.
x. Do you want to get married: To Kayla.
x. Do you want kids: I suppose. It would be a lot more stress and things to worry about, but I have to make my human existance meaningfull.
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: Computer place.
x. Type(s) of music: Rock. Sub-genres are dumb.
x. Band(s): Radiohead, Modest Mouse, Tool, Nirvana, Weezer, Led Zeppelin.
x. Color: Red I think.
x. Perfume: I don't care.
x. Month: October.
x. Stone: Haha werd Daniel, Stone Sour.
IN THE LAST 72 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: No.
x. Bought something: Nope
x. Gotten sick: I am sick
x. Sang: Yea
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Yes.
x. Met someone new: yea, but i dont reemember thier names.
x. Missed someone: Yea i guess.
x. Hugged someone: Yes.
x. Gotten sick: No.
x. Sang: I sing all the time.
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: Kayla! And I told her.. several times.
x. Met someone new: Jared.
x. Missed someone: I always miss Kayla.
x. Hugged someone: A couple people. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2004|06:36 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | a kraft maccaroni and cheese comercials music | ] |
It seems that i never have anything to write but i insist on writing anyway... i suck!
I Love Gabriel Royce Lonsberry |
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| i dont know |
[Sep. 20th, 2004|11:28 am] |
| [ | im feel |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | Denison Marrs.... i dont which song | ] |
I dont know what to write, do, or say. I so confused about everything. I would sit here and try to waste my time explain to you why i feel confused and what im confused about but it wouldnt make any sence because if i dont understand what im talking about then how would you? i dont know what im saying......
IM IN LOVE WITH GABRIEL ROYCE LONSBERRY. |
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| purple pencils |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|03:58 pm] |
| [ | im feel |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | Im listenin to |
| | the cure~ in between days | ] |
Hey im at katie's. Im about to go to cheerleading ,on phone restriction, and me and gabe broke up. So right now life pretty much sucks ass. Gabriel was/iz every thing to me and i fucked that up! i dont know what to do. i want him, but im just like really really confused right now. i dont know i dont have much to say.
i miss gabe... |
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